#Spring days of my life heechul lyrics movie
It had a horrible time in his life but it was needed so it was OK, right? He remembers half the dorm holding his hair, his back, his arms when he threw up but no one would say a word, Sungmin would put some Disney movie on and Heechul hyung would casually put his legs over his stomach, he knew it was to keep him warm but never said anything, and it was OK. He had thought back then, with the constant practice and the overflowing endorphins the pain was finally gone. And he remembers that idiot, biting his lips hard enough to break the skin, not shedding a tear until he hugged Leeteuk hyung tight, and finally cried on his shoulder. He remembers being so happy then that the tears just came and they were unstoppable until he was hyperventilating after in the backstage and Heechul hyung was holding him tight, trying to match their breathing. He had the future in his grasp and he was happy and when he came nothing really changed. How could there be? He was here, the place of his dreams and he was working his ass off to achieve them. When they first met, all those years ago in a stinky practice room full of sweat and tears, there was nothing different. It's not overwhelming, it's not painful, it's not joyful, it's just.is. He thinks it has always been there, even before he met him, surely he must have felt like this because anything else is simply unimaginable.
It's not a bright light in the middle of the night, it's not the full moon, it's not the fresh spring air that fills your lungs the moment you step out on a sunny day. This is just a promise that if you ever need me, I would move the earth to be there''įor him, it's not a sudden revelation. We're friends, and I'm grateful for that. This isn't an over the top declaration of love or an attempt to work my way into your heart.
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